“Tell me, what is it you plan to do with your one wild and precious life?”

I recently watched Nyad. Annette Bening, Jodie Foster, Rhys Ifans and the gang give wonderful performances in this astounding story about the marathon swimmer, Diana Nyad, who in her 60s decided to reattempt a 110 mile open-ocean swim she had failed to complete in her 20s.

A quick read about the actual Diana Nyad reveals a controversial character, particularly in regard to the legitimacy of some of her claims and achievements. I had to think about this before posting – I don’t want to promote exaggeration or dishonesty.

However, I decided to share this blog because, firstly, the film is genuinely enjoyable, well crafted and uplifting.  Secondly, the story centres on a person who, well beyond her prime (though I wouldn’t dare suggest this to her) jumped back into an unforgiving ocean, the home of sharks and deadly box-jellyfish, believing she could swim for three days straight to achieve her goal. Whether all the ratifying technicalities were observed or not, the attempt, in and of itself, is simply awe-inspiring. Here is someone who backs her sentiments up with action:

“I just want to say three things. One, never, ever give up. Two, you’re never too old to chase your dreams. And three, it looks like a solitary sport, but it takes a team.”

U.S. swimmer Diana Nyad, 64, points towards Florida before her swim to Florida from Havana, Cuba

My efforts to forge a career as an actor come with challenges that often seem insurmountable. I’m grateful for people like Diana Nyad who charge into the unknown, shine their light brightly from way over there and beckon us forward. 

“Whatever your Other Shore is,
whatever you must do,
whatever inspires you,
you will find a way to get there.”

– Diana Nyad

Ps. The title of this post comes from the poem, The Summer Day by Mary Oliver, strongly referenced in the film and seemingly a source of inspiration to the actual Diana Nyad.

Numbah! Sunshine

“Only love will save you this time
Hopelessly fighting to escape your mind
And nobody can help you
In this foreign land where loneliness can keep you down”

Cleo Sol

Wait for the baseline, trust me. A soulful groove for the journey…onwards and upwards…little more, little more, just a little more. 

Best not block the exit

Williams as Monroe in My Week With Marilyn, 2011

“Acting sometimes reminds me of therapy in that the more you talk about a traumatic or profound event, the more it loses its emotional tension. The trick is to live in so much mystery, to rely on a feeling, an instinct, on faith, really, that everything I need is already inside me, and best I just don’t block the exit.”

– Michelle Williams (New York Times, Sept. 4, 2008)

Leaf by Niggle

Pointed my camera at this intriguing pair of characters while out and about with Jo at Box Hill in Surrey, England – I love the surreal and dream-like quality of this photograph. It keeps reminding me of a short story, Leaf by Niggle, I came across on Jo’s bookshelf in a yellow-paged collection of work by J.R.R. Tolkien.

From wiki: ‘…the story is an allegory of Tolkien’s own creative process, and, to an extent, of his own life…It also expresses his philosophy of divine creation and human sub-creation.’

Box Hill, Surrey, UK
(Exposed: Ilford Delta 100, Nikon FE, Nikon 35mm f1.4 AIS; Developed: Ilfosol 3 + Ilford stop and fixer; Scanned: Canon 6D, Nikon 105mm f2.8 Micro AIS; Processed: Darktable, Linux)

Leaf by Niggle is well worth a read, not only for Tolkien’s superb story telling, but also his probing ideas of creative purpose and value. I wonder what he would make of the renown his work has acquired since he put these ideas to paper in 1939 – I imagine the Mountains would ring with laughter.

As for my photos, I’m enjoying the slower, more considered tempo of the film process and the images I’m managing to capture. I recently returned from a short break in North Norfolk with a roll of Ilford Ortho Plus put through a Minolta Autocord. Unfortunately my film developing chemicals have expired, so as soon as I get a new supply I should have some fresh images to share.

Until then, onwards, ever further and further towards the Mountains, always uphill.